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Hi. I've been writing erotic fanfiction since I was in third grade (and yes, my first attempts were terrible), and I first found out about websites for posting fanfiction three years later, but I could never bring myself to share my own work online. I was too afraid of being judged-- not on my sexual fantasies, but on my writing. I was worried that my lack of sexual experience would shine through, that it would be immediately obvious to everyone reading my work that I was a virgin, and that they wouldn't take me or my stories (such as they are) seriously as a result.
I still worry about that, to be honest. I do have some sexual experience now, but not much, and I can't quite silence the thought that other people won't get as much pleasure from my stories as I do (in both writing and rereading them). And maybe that's true. But I don't think that fear of what others will think of me or my work will ever go away entirely, and I don't want to let it stop me from sharing what I produce, because I'm tired of feeling like there's this secret perverted part of me that's trapped inside my notebooks, locked off from the world. I'm tired of skimming through the archives of fanfiction websites and feeling frustrated that no one has published or updated any stories about my favorite pairing that are to my personal taste.
I'm going to publish the stories of which I've finished at least a substantial part, and as I continue to write (and finish) new stories, I'm going to publish those on this website as well. And I'm going to do it regardless of what people think or say about me or my writing, or even if they say nothing at all, because I know it will help my psychological well-being and my self-confidence in the long run, just knowing that I was brave enough to put myself out there.
That being said, if you do have any comments or criticism on my work, don't hold back from telling me.